reeceh's Blog

You are my light at the end of the tunnel

The only thing I see in this world of darkness

The thing that gives me hope in my bleak tunnel

The thing I strive to see

The one I need to be with

My light

My love

My heart

I have been thinking, to the point where my head is throbbing. It is a nice feeling, because although I didn't solve the problem I was thinking about, I realised something.

I realised that I CAN'T be afraid of being hurt by you. I just can't and expect things to be ok. I am at the point where I need to open up, to ask the questions I have been dying to know. Otherwise I am going to lose you............. that scares me to think I did this :(                           And I don't do this for you (no thats a lie, I do but not as much as I should), I do this for ME. I do it because I WANT to be a better person. I don't WANT to be afraid anymore.

So I will not, it is as simple as that.                                                                                               My NEED to be with you out-weighs all else. I NEED to do this, otherwise I think I will lose you.  But I also do it because I want to, because I think it is what I should do and it is what"I" need to do.

So thankyou for showing me what I need to do my love. You have helped me as much as you can on this I think, now it is up to me.

I will make you proud of me yet my love, I promise :)

I am NOT walking away baby

Do you not see how I feel

Nothing matters to me more

All that matters is you

You are the most important thing in my life

I love you heart and soul

And there is NOTHING you can do to change that

I understand COMPLETLY

I know you are trying to look out for me

But you are not by leaving

I NEED you my love

I just want you to understand my love

Without you in my life there is nothing

Without you I am not sure if there IS life

I can not imagine doing this without you

This journey of life I want to do with you

I want to walk down its path holding your hand

Nothing else matters to me my beloved

You are the one I want to grow old with

To have share my life with

You are the one I love

There is nobody else I can love

I love you and you alone

Please talk to me so we can make this all better

Because I want to make this ok so we can both be happy

Together

Forever

I LOVE YOU

With everything I do here

My thoughts are over the oceans

To where my heart is

It s like a screen had been lifted from my eyes

And now I see things for what they truely are

I feel isolated and alone here

It washes over me like a wave

Cleansing all the pain I feel

Its pitch and tone making me smile

Your accent sounding horribly cute

How good it is to hear you again

To listen to you say you love me

To My Adopted Mum

How happy I am to have met you

You always know how to make me grin

Telling me funny stories

To pick me up when I am feeling blue

Even when you ask for man-advice makes me laugh

Trying to explain how stupid men are

I giggle with whatever we do

I love you my adopted Mum

You are part of my family now

Thankyou for the giggles we've had

And I can't wait for the giggles to come

Oh my love how I need you

You are my soul mate

The one I was put here for

The one that completes me

And I am yours

Our love is pure and perfect

There is nothing we can not do

Together

We are both halves of the same peice

Split but returned back together

And although distance my be

Between us

There is a thread connecting us

Which cannot be broken

And our hearts beat in tune

To one another

We are meant to be

Nothing could ever change how I feel

I offer you my very soul

 In full knowledge of what I give you

I love you heart and soul

Now and for eternity

I miss you with all my being my love

The time we spend apart is torture

I miss the way your voice washes over me

And I miss your touch that sets me alight

I miss the way you hold me

To be nestled safe inside your arms

I miss your face

Your hair

Your scent

But the thing I miss most of all

Is the love I see in your eyes

As you look back at me

How can I express my soul to you

Are there words to express my love

I think not

No artist can paint the way I see you

And no photo can capture your beauty

You are perfection

Do you realise how much I care

How much you matter and how much I love

I hope so

Will you hold me close to you

Hold me close and never let me go

Please

I wish to share my heart to you

Will you listen

Will you care

I want to share my fears with you

Will you hold me

I am scared

I would like to have you hold me

Will you hold me

Please hold me

I beg you just to listen

To let me talk

To explain

I feel too much for you

Will you listen

Will you care

Life has left me feeling cold

All the warth I have left long ago

The pain of life leaving me

With my warth having seeped away

Escaping through my broken pieces

Of my broken life

But you are like a fire

For someone left in the cold

Warming me up once again

And although I still shiver

They will not last for long

Because I feel safe and warm

You are my friend and it means the world

To me forever

Always

How do you tell someone what the heart feels?

How do you tell someone the way you feel about them?

How do you tell someone that you are afraid?

Please just tell me what to do? Please just let me know.......................

What do I do?

How do I do it?

HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just want to express myself

I just need you to understand

What if I need you

Why will you not listen?

I know what I want

I know what I need

Just listen to me please

You need to know how I feel

I need you to know how I feel

LISTEN TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am begging you

With tears down my face I am begging you